sleepy head

i can't sleep this week. outside of my apartment, they are building some structure. the process is loud.

i am a [semi-proud] owner a 2008 toyota fj. i think it's hip, but it's not me. i like driving my old beater my '87 volvo gets a rise out of me. it matches my personality i think.

i want people to think that i'm poor. i want them to think i struggle. i don't clean shave, get regular hair cuts, or dress nice. i think that people look at you differently if they know too much about you. if they think i'm living fine, would they help me out if i needed it?

i'm living a comfortable life. my job pays well, and i live in middle income suberbs. it's nice. i like the plethora of coffee shops.